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September
September. This past week especially, the change has been palpable. Cold, crisp mornings. Breeze slightly more cutting, bit of an ominous...

Madison Kolla
Sep 7, 20176 min read


Abandon Hope
"Hope is very often a refusal to know what is so, and steadfastly it is a refusal to live as if the present moment is good enough and all...

Madison Kolla
Jun 20, 20174 min read


a tribute
For Peggy, who’s constantly teaching us that the next great adventure is always within our reach, if you only have the vision, the...

Madison Kolla
Jun 14, 20171 min read


Who Are You?
“Who. Are. You?” demanded the Caterpillar. “Well, I… I hardly know sir. I’ve changed so many times since this morning, you see.” “I do...

Madison Kolla
May 18, 20172 min read


A Madness Memoir ~ Part One
I’ve just made a cup of coffee. It smells delicious - rich and comforting, spiced with a pinch of cinnamon, made creamy with almond milk....

Madison Kolla
Apr 26, 20179 min read


Part Two ~ What Goes Up Must Come Down
The effects of my experiences in the world of psychiatry were not initially apparent. After discharge from inpatient care, I was still...

Madison Kolla
Apr 26, 20176 min read


Part Three ~ Integration
I don’t know if severe clinical depression was an experience I ‘needed’ to have. Maybe it occurred in part because a crash, a low phase,...

Madison Kolla
Apr 26, 20177 min read


Entering the Void ~ with Dynamic Interactive Acupuncture (DIA)
The Void is the space in between. It is a space in consciousness, between objective and subjective realities. As we fall asleep at night,...

Madison Kolla
Apr 20, 20172 min read


The Plunge
** I wrote this nearly a month ago, and didn't feel right about publishing it until now. Something has since shifted and I'm feeling much...

Madison Kolla
Mar 16, 20173 min read


The Gift.
Everything that we have has been Given to us. I, for one, have earned nothing - Not this life, not my body, not my health. Not my family,...

Madison Kolla
Sep 16, 20162 min read


The Difference Between Pain and Suffering
“I’m just getting tired of the pain. First it was in one place, now it’s another… and I just want it to GO AWAY. I’m getting frustrated...

Madison Kolla
May 13, 20153 min read


Depression Happens
Sometimes you just have a sad day. And sometimes it lingers. Sometimes for a week, sometimes for endless awful months. Sometimes you...

Madison Kolla
Feb 6, 20153 min read


The Guru Speaks
A highlight of my time here in Mysore has been "conference" with Sharath. At the end of each week, The Boss takes a break from folding us...

Madison Kolla
Dec 29, 20146 min read


Ceiling Fans and Misery
Over the past month in Mysore, I have begun to develop quite a deep and intimate relationship with my ceiling fan. Although there remains...

Madison Kolla
Nov 29, 20146 min read


This is India
Ask anyone who's ever travelled to India and they will undoubtably tell you the same thing - that this is the land of unapologetic...

Madison Kolla
Nov 15, 20144 min read


Start Again
Sometimes all you can do is sigh and start again. I did a Vipassana meditation retreat - it was over a year and a half ago now- and this...

Madison Kolla
Nov 10, 20144 min read


Lessons from India
I've been in India for two weeks and am simply loving it. But I've quickly come to see some of the frustrations people have to deal with...

Madison Kolla
Oct 11, 20142 min read


Because Sometimes the Only Appropriate Response is a Feminist Rant
A really unfortunate and yucky incident happened to me the other day. The kind of yucky that persistently runs around in your brain, over...

Madison Kolla
Sep 24, 20146 min read


It's almost like Acupuncture is about People, not Needles.
When I am good at what I do, I am fully present. I'm not at my best when I'm coming up with the most accurate diagnosis, or the most...

Madison Kolla
Apr 12, 20141 min read


Yin and Yang and The Way To Do.
Traditional Chinese Medicine (TCM) is built on the foundational theory of Yin and Yang. Some people might recognize the Yin/Yang symbol...

Madison Kolla
Mar 10, 20143 min read
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