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On how I don't do Yoga anymore
I received an email this summer, from an Ashtanga Yoga practitioner in Costa Rica thanking me for my blog post about why I do Ashtanga...

Madison Kolla
Sep 20, 20214 min read


Descending into the Dark (Season)
I've spun a story for you, pulled up from the depths of winter. This story begins with an idea. A possibly quite novel idea. That (y)our...

Madison Kolla
Nov 20, 20203 min read


Initiation: a postpartum unravelling
I became a mother at the break of dawn. Sky glowing pink and orange, light spreading, room brightening. On the floor, moans and guttural...

Madison Kolla
Aug 23, 20207 min read


Mental Health Peer Support
We need each other. This lesson is taught to me over and over again. Especially when it comes to mental illness - or, as I prefer to call...

Madison Kolla
Nov 22, 20182 min read


Self Discovery
It took losing my mind to find myself. Bit of a bold statement, that. And I'm certain it's not the only way to find yourself. Probably...

Madison Kolla
Apr 24, 20182 min read


Self Care for Mental Health
Now this is a topic that I have devoted much thought and energy to over the past year. It was inevitable that it would prompt a blog post...

Madison Kolla
Jan 18, 20183 min read


September
September. This past week especially, the change has been palpable. Cold, crisp mornings. Breeze slightly more cutting, bit of an ominous...

Madison Kolla
Sep 7, 20176 min read


Abandon Hope
"Hope is very often a refusal to know what is so, and steadfastly it is a refusal to live as if the present moment is good enough and all...

Madison Kolla
Jun 20, 20174 min read


Who Are You?
“Who. Are. You?” demanded the Caterpillar. “Well, I… I hardly know sir. I’ve changed so many times since this morning, you see.” “I do...

Madison Kolla
May 18, 20172 min read


A Madness Memoir ~ Part One
I’ve just made a cup of coffee. It smells delicious - rich and comforting, spiced with a pinch of cinnamon, made creamy with almond milk....

Madison Kolla
Apr 26, 20179 min read


Part Two ~ What Goes Up Must Come Down
The effects of my experiences in the world of psychiatry were not initially apparent. After discharge from inpatient care, I was still...

Madison Kolla
Apr 26, 20176 min read


Part Three ~ Integration
I don’t know if severe clinical depression was an experience I ‘needed’ to have. Maybe it occurred in part because a crash, a low phase,...

Madison Kolla
Apr 26, 20177 min read


Depression Happens
Sometimes you just have a sad day. And sometimes it lingers. Sometimes for a week, sometimes for endless awful months. Sometimes you...

Madison Kolla
Feb 6, 20153 min read


Ceiling Fans and Misery
Over the past month in Mysore, I have begun to develop quite a deep and intimate relationship with my ceiling fan. Although there remains...

Madison Kolla
Nov 29, 20146 min read
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